I realised I haven’t posted for about a month. I don’t know why, but I just couldn’t get myself to sit down to type one out. I haven’t even visited this blog much. So I’m typing this post in an attempt to kick my blog back to life.

Now, I’m no longer 17 years old. Why must I turn 18 just when I start getting used to being 17? Anyway, putting my grievances aside…

I had a nice birthday celebration this year. I celebrated it in a total of four parts, each with a different group of people who play important roles in my life.

Lately, I’ve been going back for cca again, even thought SYF is over. That’s because some of the people from the secondary as well as college section will be representing the school to perform for LIVE! Singapore. Our performance is on 1 June. It’s quite exciting because there are elements of chance in the music. There are 3 iPad stations where most players will take turns to anyhow play tones using a few apps on them. It’s in the form of like a game, where each musician is assigned a number, and in my case, if I happen to hear the note F being played 4 times at a particular section, then it’s my turn to go play with the iPad. It’s the first time I’m playing atonal music, so this has been a pretty interesting experience so far.

If I get a scholarship, should I go overseas to study? It seemed really thrilling to me at first, something I’d really wanted. But when I thought about it seriously, I started doubting if I could bear to leave my family, relatives and friends behind. It’s like, I won’t know what will happen when I’m not around in Sg, and anything can happen at anytime. And I don’t want to suddenly be faced with a situation I didn’t expect, and then regret not being able to be around before it happened. I don’t know if anyone knows what I’m getting at, and I don’t really wish to be specific about it, but yea, that’s a concern. I’m typing this because I’m one final interview away from getting a scholarship. Whether it’s God’s will or not for me to get it, it’s up to Him and I guess I will submit to whatever plans He has for me.